I am just finish watching "American Crime". A famous story of a little girl who murdered by corporal punishment of a women. This is a true story that was happened in Alabama 1961. I told to my friend that Hollywood always good to make movies which is it base on true story, i challenge him to mention any bad movie when the script base on true story, and...he just can't mention it! (Ha, honestly i am not sure of it!).
I don't know why, but i can't punish the mom character in the movie (but i still hate her for murdering). I was really understand how being weak and trapped on herself and even can't see any way out from the problems. I was there before.
I got involved with a man. I knew there are no future with this guy, and i was being told of many friends about that. But i just can't see that, i pushed the relationship get worse than before and my acted finally ruined my life and my career too! I am not blame him in this matter, i see this as a process of being adult and (really hard to say!!) he was maturing me with his childish puerility!! (Ha, it sound i blame him....!!)
Of course, i can't compare my 'little' problem with the mother character, but i just wanna say that it's not easy to get out from our problems if you has no power to awakened yourself.
Lucky me when i stuck with my problems i had a lot of friends (with their own ways), who make me strong and to let me find the way out with my own power then.
Of course it's sound naive but you really need a friend to get some power and then you keep it as a spirit on your own.
Saturday, 11 October 2008
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